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'Dirty John' Survivor Terra Newell: 'I Would Be Lying If I Say I'm Completely Ok'

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Real life survivors of "Dirty John" John Meehan Terra and Debra Newell open up on Access Live and give an update on how they're doing following John's death. Terra gets candid about how the show and podcast have brought up some very difficult memories for her, as well.

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