The blind audition was such a nerve-wracking experience! Have to sing in front of America is one thing, but in front of a panel of artists you've grown up listening to was the single, most intense moment of my life! I get pretty bad stage fright right before I go on in any performance but this was by far the worst. My stomach was turning, I was starting to sweat and my mouth was so dry I really didn't think I could sing. Even worse no one claps right before you sing which usually helps to break some tension. It doesn't stop there though! Once you start singing the next part is to be able to keep singing as you think about why none of the coaches are turning around. Those 30 seconds were the longest 30 seconds of my entire life! But as Cee Lo and Adam turned around, a huge wave of relief and happiness washed over me. It was so intense that I barely remember what any of the coaches had to say to me. Luckily I do remember choosing Adam Levine as my coach and I couldn't be happier because he was my top pick (sorry Cee Lo). Such a crazy experience! It's a feeling I'll never really be able to describe.
The moments after the blind audition were a total blurrr! It is really
hard to describe the feeling you have after singing in front of four
huge hitters in the music industry! It almost feels like a big dream
that during, felt like the longest moments of my life, but after has
felt like a snapshot. The sense of accomplishment is like none of ever
felt before. Walking into a room with your parents tearing up and
Carson Daily there to congratulate you, really made it feel like all of
the hard work we've put in up to this point completely worth it!
